My face with thousand words in it

Amos

whatever you had done

however you had try

you wont get any good return

life is unfair as always

intentions are not for human

so what if is your closest one

that they dont even accept your action



one mistake

got the blame

got the disappointment

got no trust

and you dont deserve anything anymore

So, Amos... just F it...

Life is unfair

Nothing goes right on you, Amos

no matter how hard you try

no matter how much you push down

no matter how much effort you place in

no one will get enough of it



and God, where are you?





















































why did you ever created me :') to suffer all these, and feeling sad deep down..

where no one knows how i feel.... its a pain...

especially when is about her...

I Won't Give Up

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up... 

I won't give up on us
God knows I'm tough, He knows
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up...

climbing tru love

who can understand my situation now?
who can understand my feelings now?
where the one you love
looks like don't even care you any more?
where the one you love
doesn't bother to put you in their first place any more?
where the one you love
does not even try to comfort you any more?

heart pains
floppy emotions
i want to bare these
and overcome the gap between us
i want to break the walls
and let her know 
no matter how pain for me it is
i would hold onto our love

love is not a game
if you fall in love deeply to a person
you have to treasure it
you have to be strong for her
you have to be right for her
you have to be firm for her

no doubts, no regrets
no lusts, no lies,
no fake, but truth

as truth between us
will only bond us
and i know she is the one
and my heart deeply knows it
how pain is it to leave her?
no... i won't want to leave her
i would not want her to leave me too
i would not let things to let her feel hurt any more
although my passed actions did
although she said she cannot continue any more
but when she sees me
her love for me from the heart comes out again
because deep down inside
she still loves me right?
as two of us meets
our thoughts is always just empty
and our heart is always "one"

I love her
I miss her
always

........

messages that indicate a smile

just so short and all

what does it means?

it feels just like

I should not disturb

I should just leave it

I should not reply

so cold eh

although it hurts

but i know it doesn't mean that

just that..

i know she got nothing to say

:')