我以为我会好的...

我跟她说，我会坚强的，
我也以为，跟同学出去我会比较好...
可是.. 没那么容易...

到了1u .. 我走到哪里...
她就浮浮的出现在我面前...
我就哭了.. 在广场...
朋友都没看到..
因为我走在前面...

那些从对面走过我的，
都看见了...

看到情侣，我也默默的哭了..
站在电子梯子，我也哭了...
看到情侣在斗彼此开心，我也哭了...

我... 第一次在外面哭了那么多...
看见衣服店，我也哭了...
看见情侣坐在餐厅面对面.. 我也哭了

我的朋友，一直问我为什么走到那么快..
其实我都不想让他们看见我这样子...

我很爱她.. 我爱和她在一起的日子..
现在.. 因为我的错误.. 伤了她的心..
让她没办法接受我...

我该真么办...？ 同学都知道我的一举一动很奇怪...
我的情绪，瞒不了人人..

吃饱了过后.. 各自各散...
我都在忍着走回去车..
没想到.. 进了车子，大哭一场...
帮带也哭，开车也哭...
踏油也哭.. 停了一下又在哭...

我舍不得她... 她一直的浮现在车子里...
我太爱她.. 我很想一直告诉她我对她是真心的..
让她在相信我...

开车一半，又大哭一张...
哭喊了，哭干了，哭哑了...
我人生中没哭过那么久...
哭到两三次差点被车撞..
喊了好多次：“为什么！为什么！？？
为什么当我好好爱一个女子，我还会做错伤了她？！！
我很不配..可是我放不了她.... 神啊，帮帮我可以吗！？
我知道我会有报应，可是不要那她走好吗！！！！！！！！？？？？？
我好痛！！！ 痛......
如果她原谅我了，再次的接受我了，
我不会在让这种事情发生了，我求你神啊！！！
我不会再伤她的感情了！！！......“


哭到比小孩更惨.. 我需要她....

我很爱他... 因为是她.. 改变了我的人生..
让我变成了更好的男人...
神啊.. 求您.. 医治她的心..
我不求多了... 我... 痛就好了... 很痛....
又哭了... 我... 很.. 想.. 要.. 会.. 她..

希望时间会慢慢让她改变她对我的坏影响.....

i won't disappoint her ! =D

I know myself ~ and God knows me

My close bros and sis knows me

i do not care whoever outside there

wants to say bad about me

or tells "stories" which is wrong about me to her

but Thanks God

every time i pray for her

i love her more

and she open up to me more

she tells me everything

and shares with me

i will treasure her

always

always love her

and in Jesus

we can last long always

and thanks to God

and thanks to her

for putting trust on me

i will never ever disappoint her!

Girls should read this :)

Girls need to realize: We guys don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there
and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls>OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. That it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. Let us pay for you! dont 'feel bad' We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say 'thank you. Kiss us when no one's watching. If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed. You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own. We like you for who you are and not what you are. Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up. Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it. Don't get angry easily. Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don't talk about how hott Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that. Whatever happened to the word "handsome'/ 'beautiful' i'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can think of. On the other hand im not sayin i wouldnt like it ether. Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change!!!!! Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population and find someone who will treat you with utter respect Someone who will honor your morals. Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest. Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes. Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel. Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..and actually mean it. Give the nice guys a chance. 


Guys repost this if you agree. Girls repost this if you think it's cute.. Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this. Life is too short to complain about everything that comes your way
so stop and smell the roses in life because you might never have another time to take it, so take your time because they are all different in every way, so take chances in life, if it doesn't work out then fine, there are always more roses to smell.♥

26.10.2011

Happy DEEPAVALI !!

me and Matthew's family

went to his dad's friend's house

to have deepavali lunch there!

the foods there excellent!!!

especially the spicy prawn!!

and Thosai, curry chicken,

home made cakes and small bites!

Cool !!! After the lunch, date!

Me and her went out

and today is her daddy's birthday

and she planned to celebrate tonight

so we went to the cake shop

and booked a Tiramisu Cake!

After that went to the new Jusco

is a total holiday and there are so many people

we were there and watched 2 movies!

1st is

Trespass

watching movie with her

felt so good and 幸福

and ate with her too

in Ajisen Ramen

after dinner another movie!

Love U U 夏日樂悠悠

and this movie is super nice

the love story is so nice

took in Malaysia

Redang Island!!

i've been there few months ago

it is a paradise there too!!!

and from this movie i found out

the world really changed

she did not cry on those

sad or moving moments

instead of her

i had cried !

HAHAHAHA

oh my oh my

and after the movie

we went off to go back

and because we had

a wonderful and happy moment

holding on together

and made both of us

forget where we had parked our car

HAHAHAHA

we searched it for about near to

30MINS!

and at last found it xD

and we went to have some desserts

and there we go

end of the day

time flies

and i am already missing her