Can't sleep at all ... came back from MOS ..
Multiples of negative thoughts came in my mind~
Multiples of negative thoughts came in my mind~
Felt like crying -- and i cried~
Felt like dying -- too bad i can't, killing myself is not a solution for life
Felt confused -- think too much
Felt sad -- can't do what i wanted to
Felt useless -- can't even tell that gal that she is beautiful.
Felt disappointed -- why can't i talk more to her? Maybe i am useless
Felt empty -- GOD! DO YOU LOVE ME?
Felt sucks -- The last thing i want to do is Giving Up all my dreams!
Don't know what happened to me lar.. i used to be a happy guy dancing all around, seeing so many stress around, with no support~ i will loose hope ~ i need help ~
Things i should do :
1. Pray
2. Cry and Pray
3. Cry more and pray more
4. SHOUT TO THE LORD!!! I NEED YOU!!!
Steps i should follow:
1. Academic comes first (after graduate)
2. Either go for Master/ Work
3. Widen Dance studio
4. Overseas for more knowledge in dance
5. Open a community of dancers
6. Deployments of great dancers into professional instructors
7. [Yet to step on]
8. Build up a College/ University/ Institute of DANCE !! <-- my dream
Haihs ~ looks impossible ~
I have to fight ~ and i need supports =(
I have to fight ~ and i need supports =(
Haihs ~ i need a love life too ~ single for so long d =( makes me sad too. I want a girl that is faithful and loyal to me ~ Hard to find ................. Its been so long dat no gals can strikes me, until just now ~ someone i really wanted to know and get close to ~ She is very pretty, sexy and gorgeous ~ but then ~ there is so many outside there, dunno why i am so interested in her .. want to know what she thinks, what she likes and dislike, what's her hobby and all ~ want to understand her .. want to care for her~ just hope that i wont be a annoyance to her .. and hope she can accept me as a friend that is willing to share and care for each other =)
Hope she will smile always~
Hope she will smile always~
Heys! Gambateh, all of us, urs seniors wil support u la!
ReplyDelete>Felt empty -- GOD! DO YOU LOVE ME?
ReplyDeleteof course God loves you my dear brother.. :)
>8. Build up a College/ University/ Institute of DANCE !! <-- my dream
DREAM on~~~!! don't give up..God says, dream big dreams for Him..as long as you put God first, everything will be added into your life & know that nothing is impossible with Him. ^^
>Haihs ~ looks impossible ~ I have to fight ~ and i need supports =(
haha.. chiwawa will support you. :D *gambate!*
>Haihs ~ i need a love life too ~ single for so long d =( makes me sad too.
adui~!!! since the previous time u told me that you broke up until now, consider very LONG meh???? you are still young la..love relationships is not for fun..you love because of love itself. when you are ready for commitment & sacrifice..
>She is very pretty, sexy and gorgeous ~ but then ~ there is so many outside there, dunno why i am so interested in her ..
=.= guys...the eyes always look to the outward beauty..that's a fact..but it times when you meet the right one, outward beauty doesn't matters anymore compare to the inner beauty..
be strong brother, wish u all the best.. God bless you. :)