SaD CasE

Thought today will be a colorful day which i can meet a friend for the first time after knowing each other for about 2 years plus... But then it turns out bad..

I don't know what happen to her, few days back she so confirmed with me that she will go out with me.. and don't know why, don't know how, at the very last moment she told me she don't want to go and asked me to forget about her ... i just treat her as a good friend as we always chat along last time ..

I cannot accept the last minute cancelation.. so i acted so stubbornly, msning her to meet me there at 7pm which i will be going soon.. and then i offline ~ i reached there about 6.40pm .. and waited at the entrance until 7.40pm .. I sense a big moment of loneliness as so many people had passed by me.. every faces, every action, every scene of people moving around me.. I am so stupid yet stubborn .. i know she will not come.. but then i still believe that she will..

I felt that the new me is such a screwed up person .. became a good boy deserve such things? Changing to a better life deserve to be ignored by others? Maybe my theory is correct, good boys got no good ending~ should i change back to my old kind?? I feel like shouting, screaming ~ ARGH !

At that moment of loneliness, i cried .. i actually cried infront of public.. get ignored by a person that i thought she will be a great friend .. but then .. ya .. i know .. i hate ignorance .. i hate to be ignored .. i hate IT !!! ..

After i felt better .. i went to my friend's restaurant .. the Mantra .. and ate there .. Because he is the manager there .. He actually treat me for about over RM40 .. Woe .. Thx my bro ~ thx for cheering me up .. .. during eating, at that moment i still hoping she will come and find me ~ but then i am so wrong .. i went away with disappointment .. then went to church .. I am such a jerk for doing such thing .. my 1st most stupid thing i had ever done in my life ~ ~ ~ Its all my fault ..

Time is Running Out

assignments assignMENTS ASSIGNMENTS !!! tests teSTS TEST !!! and the finals is coming so so soon ~ the time flies so fast that i couldn't even caught up with it ~ and now is already April ~ what is my accomplishments until now in this year? i feel so numb, tasteless -- like a dead man walking pass the time ~ the stress had overcomed me ~ all i answer to people now is "i am so stress"


i just hope that this semester will pass faster with my results in flying colors ~ i have God, Jesus please help me and save me ~ i have friends, so we can have fun together ~ but i do not have time ~

Oh Time ~ why u are just
60 seconds per minute
60 minutes per hour
24 hours per day
7 days per week
4-5 weeks per month
12 months per year

why just 365 days per year? why 31536000 sec per year?
is it the time's fault? or is it just humans . . .
people died, memories lost...
life is short human cannot own the time, as time is always owning us~
Oh time oh time ~ please spare us

you will make us old, make us die
you will make us suffer, make us weaker
you will make us late, and make us worried
everyone must follow you, as you won't even care to follow us
you even won over money, as money comes from time
when money is born? decades ago.. see? everyone and everything own by you..
you sounded like a king, sounded like a God... but then you have no mercy at all ~
the whole world is chasing you! but couldn't even touch your very peak of time ~
not 1 of the world record is 0 second ~ you are so selfish TIME ~
Please do be more considerate on human beings ~
God created you and you act this way?
Well ~ we cannot change time at all =(

when time flies, everything flies ~ a fast forward of video would be the best example ~
so everyone, treasure your time~ be with your love ones and care for them ~ =)

Superb Business (Busy ness)

Cultural Night Concert is coming soon!!!
Target Audience -- 600 to 1000

Ticket : RM 10
Date : March 20th
Time : 6pm to 11pm
Venue : Utar FES Carpark

Highlights:
1st prize ---- BALI (2 tics, 5d4n)
2nd prize --- Cruising for (2 tics, 6d5n)
3rd prize ---- One time piloting lesson
++ 20 other prizes to be won ~~ (vouchers/hampers/++)

Conducted by Asian Cultural Society and Dance Club

Well, i am so so busy with this event. As i am the publicity manager of this event, i have to publicize massively to invite people to this event.
Our Setapak Campus is going smoothly, as for other campuses, tomorrow i have to go to PJ and Sg. Long campuses to publicize this event. Hope it will go smoothly too for me and my partner Saravana. Its been a rough and deadly weeks for me as i have to:

1. Publicize the event.
2. Putting up fliers and posters around University.
3. Setting up booths in the canteen.
4. Practice dance routine for the event.
5. Studying for the upcoming tests.
6. Doing assignments.
7. Doing lab reports.

I am so in need of rest and holiday~~~ Argh ~ someone please help me . . . . .
I need supports, i need supporters... just like everyone needs oxygen
I need time, i need more time... how i wish there is a time machine ~

I need my other half, still empty there for so long, i am lonely ~
All i do now is listen to My Chemical Romance - The Black Parade..
As the chorus had kept my spirit up~ to carry on ~ ~ ~ And i will

StresS

Argh ~ all these days i am so so busy ~
is just like never end ~
not enough air to breath ~
no finishing line ~
everytime is just coping up and chasing forward ~
well life is like that ~

Assignments, Tests, and Labs ~
Students must stress ~
Paper work, training, and profession skills ~
Employees must stress ~
Family, home, and financial ~
Married couple must stress ~
When, Where and How?
Old folks must stress ~
Anywhere, Anyhow and Anytime ~
Our life will be an end ~

But then Stressed is just a normal thing is this world...
If we changed our mind set oppositely,
Stressed is just Desserts in our life ~
A way to make us successful, compatible and regconized ~
To improve ourselves and to build up our strength in mind ~

A person without 'stress' will not know the desserts in life ~

Everyone ~~ GAMBATEH !!